I SHOWED HIM
THE UNDERBELLY
OF MY TOWN
PLACES SEEN
LESS ON TV
AND ADVERTISED
THINKING HE
WOULD BE
SURPRISED,
AND YET THE
PINCH OF
SADNESS
THAT ACCOMPANIES
A DARK PATCH
OF SAND
AND DEEP GULLIES
CARVED INTO MY
BELOVED
OCEAN
SURFACED BETWEEN
US
AS I SPLASHED
ACROSS THE
MURKY BREACH
COVERING MY
ANKLES,
HE CHOSE TO
ADMIRE THE
GRIMY TRACTOR
RUNNING WITHOUT
A DRIVER,
AND HANDED ME
A BROKEN SAND DOLLAR,
JUST A PART OF
THE PLACES I HAVE
COME UPON
AFTER THE
FLAME OF GLAMOUR
FADED
AND I WALKED ON
PATHS
BETWEEN THE
BUILDINGS,
INTO NARROW
ALLEYS
AND COURTYARDS
FROZEN IN TIME,
THIS PART OF
LIFE HAS BECOME
THE DEEP ADVENTURE
WHERE THE TOE
IS DIPPED FURTHER
INTO THE WATER,
UNCOVERING
LITTLE SECRET
STREETS
AND MUSKY
BUILDINGS
HOUSING THE
LIGHT OF BUSINESS
BEHIND
SCRATCHED
GLASS,

WE COME
UPON THE
MAN WHO GROOMS
HIMSELF
EVERY DAY
AS I PASS,
COMBING HIS
LONG HAIR
WEIGHTED WITH
DROPS OF A
BEACH SHOWER,
HE HAS FOUND
A PLACE TO
BATHE
WHERE A SECOND
OF PRIVACY
LIVES,
ACROSS
FROM THE PARK
WHERE TALES
OF GOOD DEEDS
AND FREE
MEALS ABOUND,
WHILE THE
CHILDREN WHO
KNOW NOT YET
OF THESE
THINGS
RIDE THE DENNIS
TRAIN,
CHASE WOBBLY
GEESE
AND ROLL OVER
IN THE GRASS,
AS WE STROLL
BACK TO
THE REAL WORLD
(THE ONE WHERE
MY SHINY RIDE
AWAITS)
WE HESITATE
AT THE SIGNAL,
EXAMINING A
FADED
CRUMBLING
GATE,
HIDDEN BEHIND
THE GLAMOR
OF A MUSEUM
ON THE CORNER,
IT IS
THE SECRET
OF THINGS TO
COME,
DISCOVERY
THAT UNCOVERS
THE REAL
WORLD,
PUSHED ASIDE
WHERE YOU
CAN HIDE,
WHEN THINGS
GET ROUGH,
PEEL OFF
THE TOP LAYER
AND DIVE
INTO MONTEREY
BAY,
WHILE A WHIMSICAL
TIDE
LAPS AT THE
SHORE,
STANDING
READY TO
EVEN THE
SCORE…
THERE ARE TWO
SIDES
TO EVERY STORY:
TODAY I WAIT
FOR THE
MORNING GLORY!

C:JW WINSLOW 4/1/18


NARCISSUS

MY NARCISSUS HIDES
UNDER A
BRAMBLE BUSH
ARRIVING
IN SPRING
THE EARLIEST PART
WHERE ALL THE
NEW FLOWERS
MAKE LOVE
TO MY HEART,
WHILE OTHERS
PUSH OUT
AND STAND
VERY TALL
THE TINY WHITE
FLOWERS
ARE NOT
SEEN AT ALL
BY MOST HUMAN
EYES:
THEY ARE A SURPRISE
FOR THE VERY FEW
ONES
WHO KNOW
OF THE BEAUTY
AND SCENT
OF FOLKLORE
THE LEGEND
OF POWER
AND THE FALL
OF THE POOR,
THE MAN WHO
WAS MIGHTY

AND FULL
OF HIMSELF
BURSTING WITH
BEAUTY AND
STUNNING
GOOD HEALTH
BUT IN ALL THAT
DRAMA
WAS THE HEART
OF A BOOR,
OFTEN SEEN SINCE
BUT NEVER BEFORE,
HE LOOKED IN
THE POND
TO ADMIRE HIMSELF
AND THE JOY
THAT HE FELT
WAS BEYOND
ALLHIS WEALTH,
HE PRIMPED AND
HE POSED
UNTIL HE EXPOSED
THE CRIME OF HIS SOUL
A PUNGENT AND
SORRY DISGRACE
WHILE HE DESIRED
AND DANCED AND
RETIRED TO
SIT AND ADMIRE
HIS PERFECT
AND GLORIOUS FACE,

NOW THE FLOWER
THAT SEEKS
A MOST SECRET
TIME
TO ARRIVE AND
DELIGHT
IS SO VERY SUBLIME,
NO DANDY
NO CANDY
NO SEE WHO I AM,
NARCISSUS WAITS
SOFTLY
FOR A SECRET
ROMANCE,
SOMEONE LIKE ME
WHO JUST COMES
ALONG
STOPPING TO PLUCK
AND DELIVER THE
SONG,
THE FABULOUS
GLORY
THE SCENT OF
THE STORY IS
OFTEN PASSED
OVER
IN JASMINE
AND CLOVER,
BUT LOOK HARD
AND LONG
IN THE GARDEN
AND LAWN
UNDER THE
TREES
IN THE WARM
EVENING BREEZE,
TRAIN YOU
BRIGHT EYES
FOR THE SIMPLE
SURPRISE,
THE OPPOSITE
SIDE
OF A BIG FRANTIC
PRIDE
IS THIS LOVELY
WHITE FLOWER
AMIDST ALL
THE BOWER,
WAITING TO
KISS
YOUR HEART’S
SIMPLE
BLISS,
FIND ONE
AND GRAB IT,
PULL IT ASUNDER
UP FROM THE
DIRT
AND INTO THE
WONDER,
THE SECRET
IS YOURS
RIGHT NOW
FOR THE TAKING,
I WISH YOU
TRUE LOVE
AND A SWEET
SPRING
AWAKENING!

©J.W. WINSLOW 3/1/18


BAREFOOT

I LOVE THE FEEL
OF OCEAN WAVES
SPLASHING
ON MY FEET
AND SANDY SHELLS
AMONG THE SWELLS
THAT WASH
UPON THE BEACH,
I LIKE TO WALK
ON WET
GREEN GRASS
AND TIPTOE
OVER PUDDLES
WEARING JUST
A SWEET FLIP
FLOP
PROTECTING ME
FROM DIRTY
CROPS
(AND DEBRIS)
THE OTHER GUYS
MY FANCY SHOES
THEY SIT THERE
ON THE RACK,
AWAITING SOMETHING
VERY COOL
LIKE HIGH HIGH
HEELS
FOR DANCING
SCHOOL,
FLOWERED
WEDGES
AND STRAPPY
FLATS
ALL OF THAT
IS WHERE
ITS AT,
BUT SECRETLY
AND OPENLY
THERE IS
THE LAZY
DREAMER,
THE GIRL
WHO WALKS
AROUND THE
PEARLS
INTO PUDDLES
OF RAIN,
OR SHOPS FOR
CLOTHES
IN RAINBOW
SANDALS,

PEOPLE
THINK
IT’S QUITE
A SCANDAL,
WEARING
STRIPES
OF BLACK
AND WHITE,
OPEN TOES
(GOD FORBID:
NO PANTYHOSE)
I MUST CONFESS
THE FRESH CLEAN
AIR SATISFIES
AND COMPENSATES
MY BRAIN,
I FEEL SO SAFE
AS IF TO SAY
I CAN ESCAPE
MOST ANY WAY
AND RUN TO
SOME AMAZING
PLACE
WAY AHEAD OF
THE TONY
RACE,
PERHAPS THE
COLDEST
BOLDEST
WINTER
WILL CATCH
MY FEET
IN UGGS,
BUT ONLY
JUST UNTIL
THE SUN
RETURNS TO
WHERE I
WALK AND RUN,
SO NOW,
IN CASE
YOU DIDN’T KNOW
THE THINGS
THAT MAKE MY
HEART AGLOW
ARE JUST THOSE
THONGS
THAT HOLD MY TOES
FOR WHAT ITS
WORTH:
I’M STILL A CHILD
BOUND TO
THE EARTH!

©J.W. WINSLOW 2/1/18


ITCHY

CHRISTMAS EVE
ITCHY
BITCHY
WATCHING THE LIGHTS
BLINKING AND
BRIGHT,
OH
WHAT A NIGHT
FOR A
TERRIBLE
FLIGHT:
INTO THE
DEPTHS
OF POISON
OAK HELL
EVER BEEN
THERE
DOES THIS
RING ANY BELLS,
COMING AFTER
A YEAR OF
BUMPS
HELIMUM
HIGHS
AND
TOUGH
BITTER LUMPS,
I NEVER
EXPECTED
TO JUMP
BACK TO
SUMMER
WHEN I RUSTLED
THE BUSHES
AND CAUSED
A BIG BUMMER:
I SHOULD HAVE
KNOWN THEN
WHAT I KNOW
NOW,
STAY CLEAR
OF FORAYS
INTO THE BOUGH,
AND THEN
HERE’S THE
WORST,
THE TERRIBLE
CURSE IS THAT
I DID IT AGAIN
WITH THE VERY
SAME CLOTHES
MANY MONTHS
LATER
IN THE
RAT RACE
REPOSE,
I’LL BET
YOU DON’T KNOW
(AND THIS IS
THE TRUTH)
THAT THE OIL REMAINS
IN THOSE
SWEET LITTLE
PANTS
AND TANK TOPS
AND HOODIES
THAT MAKE
FOR A DANCE,

YOU GOTTA
WATCH OUT
WHILE IT
JUMPS ON YOUR
BONES,
OFF OF THE
INSIDE
TO STICK
ON YOUR
SIN SIDE,
AND THEN
IN THE NIGHT
WHEN YOU
START IN
TO ITCH,
JUMP OUT OF BED
WITH A CRY
AND A TWITCH,
THE PHANTOM
IS BACK
ALL SET TO
ATTACK
ON SWEET
CHRISTMAS EVE,
YOU’D BETTER
BELIEVE
ITS MISERY’S
BONE
WITH NO
WAY TO ATTONE,
EXCEPT
TO JUST SWITCH
AND SCREAM
AND ITCH,
MERRY CHRISTMAS
TO ALL,
AIN’T LIFE
A BITCH?

PS: HAPPY 2018!
I CAN HARDLY WAIT
TO SEE WHATS
IN STORE
BEHIND THE
GREEN DOOR.

©J.W. WINSLOW 1/1/18


SWIMMING UPSTREAM

YOU NEVER KNOW
WHAT LIES BEYOND
GATED WIRE FENCES
AND THE DANGER
ZONE
UNTIL ALL BARRIERS
ARE OPEN WIDE
AND SUDDENLY THE
SILVER FINS
HAVE NO PLACE
TO HIDE
IN A RIVER OF
HUGE
PROPORTIONS
RUSHING PAST
WITH SALMON
AND TROUT
COMING ABOUT
SWIMMING
UPSTREAM
IN THE FABULOUS
DREAM
OF PROCREATING
THE SPECIES,
RUSHING FAST
FORWARD
STRUGGLING
JUGGLING
DIVING
LOOPING
UNDER THE
WAVES,
WHILE HUGE
WIRE NETS
MAKE THEM
ALL KINDRED
SLAVES:
A HIGH
SEARCHING
TOWER MARKS
THE PROGRESS
(NOT THE
SADNESS),
THESE GUYS ARE
ON THEIR
WAY OUT,
GIVEN NO DOUBT
BY THE OFFICIALS
AND BADGES
AND WHISTLES
WHO WATCH
CAREFULLY
(THEY SEE YOU
AND ME),
HANGING OVER
THE WIRED FENCE
TO SHOOT
A PICTURE
OF CONSEQUENCE,

WHILE KIDS ROMP
ALONG
BELIEVING THE SONG
THAT ALL ENDS WELL
IT’S A TOUGH GUY’S
SELL,
FOR WHEN YOU
REACH THE
VERY LAST
GATE
WHERE THEY
GATHER IN CIRCLES
AND FINALLY
WAIT,
THE SILENCE BECOMES
LIKE A FAST BEATING
DRUM:
BEWARE
OUT THERE
FOR YOU MAY
BE NEXT,
LIMITING PLANS
FOR YOUR POPULAR
TEXT,
AND JUST LIKE
THE FISH
WHO FOLLOW
THE PATH
THE END IS
IN FRONT OF YOU,
COMING IN RESIDUE
DOWN THE MOUNTAIN
AND ACROSS THE
STREAM,
YOU MAY BE
THE TROUT
IN GOD’S FARCIAL
SCHEME,
SO SINCE NOTHING
LASTS
FOREVER,
SHINE ON
BABY:
IT’S NOW
OR NEVER!

©J.W. WINSLOW 12/1/17

Felt Cover

THE FELT COVER

IT CAME WRAPPED
IN PLAIN BROWN
PAPER:
A GIFT FROM
A FRIEND,
A MAN WHO
GOES
WAY BACK
WITH ME
AND CAN SEE
THE PATH I TAKE
ALONG THE MILES
OF LIFE,
HE HANDED IT
OVER WITH A
QUIET COMMENT
ABOUT
HELPING OUT,
BEING A PATRON
OF A POET
WHO IS CLINGING
TO THE CREATIVE
SCHEME
WHILE WALKING
DOGS
AND CATCHING
FROGS ALONG
THE LOS ANGELES
RIVER,
HE IS A GIVER
OF KINDNESS
AND BOUGHT
FOUR BOOKS
JUST TO
“COME ABOUT”
THERE IS NO
DOUBT
ABOUT HIS
INTENTIONS,
THEY ARE PURE
AND SURE TO
CATCH MY
ATTENTION,
AFTER I DISPLAY
MY DREAMY
COVER ART
YOU CAN TELL
US APART:
THE L.A. WRITER
AND ME,
SHE WHO LOVES
GIRLS
AND SWIRLS IN
THE DREAM OF
VAST SUCCESS

AND THE MISTRESS
OF MONTEREY
WHO HAS CHOSEN
A DIFFERENT
WAY
BUT WHAT
WE SHARE
IS THE
SWEET PINCH
OF A LINE
OR TWO,
(JUST FOR YOU)
SHE GIVES
ONE LITTLE
IDEA ON THE
PAGE,
A FEW
WORDS
AND I HAVE
COMPLETED
FORTY
CHAPTERS
AWAITING THE
SECOND DRAFT,
ARE WE BOTH
A LITTLE
DAFT,
OR JUST THE
NEWEST VERSION
OF THE KINGS
FOOL,
THE WONDERFUL
TOOLS
SUPPORTED BY
THE COURTIERS
AND DANCING
IN A STREAM
MOSTLY
IN OUR HEADS,
IT DOESN’T
HURT
TO BELIEVE,
SO DREAM ON
LITTLE BOOK
WITH THE
FELT COVER,
YOU AND I
HAVE BECOME
TRUE LOVERS.

©J.W. WINSLOW 11/1/17


NIRVANA IN LABOR

SOMETHING TELLS
ME
NOT TO LET
YOU GO
THE TIME
IS NOT YET
UPON US:
WE NEED TO
CREATE MORE
GENIUS BEFORE
I TRADE YOU
IN FOR A NEW
MODEL
I REALLY DON’T
WANT,
WHY DO WE
ALWAYS HAVE
TO HAVE
NEW
WHEN THE
OLD
SOFT
HAPPY
EASY WAY
IS AVAILABLE,
IT COMFORTS
MY SOUL
TO KNOW
THAT EVERYTHING
I NEED
LIES WITHIN
YOUR REACH
THE MESSAGE
IS SLIPPING
THROUGH THE
CRACKS:
TO SAY THAT
RENEWING
THINGS WILL
NOT FIX
MY INDECISION
MY TEMPER
OR MY PASSIONATE
LOVE
FOR CREATING
A MOMENT
TO SHARE
WITH THE
EYES OF THE
WORLD,

YOU’VE BEEN
THERE
WHEN I HAD
THAT YEN
IN THE CHILLY
WINTER OF
FORBODDEN
CITIES
AND THE SUMMER
OF MY FANTASY
WHERE I SAW
IT FROM THE
OUTSIDE,
GAZING FROM
A MOTEL
WINDOW
I KNEW THAT
MY CITY OF
DREAMS
LAY FAR
NORTH
OF THE SANDS
AND BANDS
OF SUNSET LOVERS,
IT ALL DISAPPEARED
WHEN I WAS
SO SURE
I WAS IN HEAVEN
BY ACCIDENT,
AND NOW I
WILL REPENT
AND STAY
WITH YOU
MY HEART
MY MIND
LEAVING THE
DAY BEHIND
WHERE I
LISTENED TO
ANOTHER VOICE,
I HAVE A
CHOICE
AND I CHOOSE
YOU…
I DO.

©J.W. WINSLOW 10/1/17


THE WAKEUP CALL

THE GRINDING
SOUND OF WHIRLING
MACHINES
IS ABOVE ME
TODAY,
THE ROOF IN
REPAIR
AND CHANGE
IN THE AIR,
THEY FINALLY
CALLED AND
FIXED UP
THE BACKUP
SO MY BOOK
WON’T BE LOST
(IMAGINE THE COST),
AND TODAY MY
POOR ARM
THAT WAS
SWOLLEN AND
RED
AND SET OFF
ALARMS
HAS RETURNED
TO A NORMAL
STATE
BUT I HAVE TO
WAIT
FOR SEVEN MORE
DAYS,
THE STITCHES
PLAY HAVOC
AND PULL WHEN
I STRETCH, SO
I CAN’T DO
MY YOGA,
I’M SUCH A
SAD WRETCH,
WHILE THE
CROWDS SWARM
AND PLAY
KEEPING CAR WEEK
AT BAY,
WE CANNOT MOVE
MUCH
(ALL THE TOURISTS
AND SUCH)
SO PERHAPS
I MUST NOW TURN
TO A PERTINENT
BURN: A NEW SET
OF COMPUTERS
BOTH LAPTOP
AND DESK,
WONDERING IF
THE UNIVERSE
WILL GIVE ME
A REST,

I TURN TO MY
WRITING
COMPOSING
AND FIGHTING
TO STAY IN THE FOCUS
NO HOCUS POCUS,
BUT WHEN I TURNED
ON THE NEW TV SHOW
THE SERVER WAS OUT
YOU JUST NEVER KNOW
AT THE END OF THE DAY
WHAT STRANGE
WILY CIRCUMSTANCE
WILL BE
COMING YOUR WAY,
SO GET READY
ON MONDAY
FOR THE TOTAL
ECLIPSE,
A SIGHT FOR THE EYES
AS WELL AS
THE LIPS,
I WILL STAY
IN THE FLUID
AND ROLL
WITH THE PUNCH
HOPING THE
OUTCOME
IS NOT OUT
TO LUNCH,
AND I HAVE
A FEELING
THAT WHILE
YOU ARE READING
AND NODDING
YOUR HEAD,
THE CRAZINESS
SMASHBOX
HAS ENTERED
INSTEAD,
LIKE IT OR NOT
THIS IS ALL
THAT WE’VE
GOT,
I ESCAPE TO
THE GARDEN
FOR A SWEET
TINY ROSE,
AND TAKE
A DEEP BREATH
TO JUST DECOMPOSE,
AND SEND YOU
THE SAME,
IT’S THE NAME
OF THE GAME!

©J.W. WINSLOW 8/1/17


CLAUDE’S UMBRELLA

WE BROUGHT HOME
A QUEEN
A DREAMY MACHINE
MEANT TO POWER
AND ROAR
AND WASH IT
ALL CLEAN,
THE SLATE AND
THE ROCKS
AND ALL THE CEMENT
HAD ONCE BEEN
QUITE LOVELY
BUT NOW
IN DESCENT,
HE HOOKED
UP THE HOSE
AND STRUCK
QUITE A POSE
BLASTING
AWAY
IN THE HEIGHT
OF THE DAY,
IT DIDN’T TAKE
LONG TO SEE
THE RESULTS
WHERE THE
DIRT AND THE
GRIT HAD LAID
IT FLEW OFF THE
DECK AT THE
SPEED
OF BREAKNECK
FLYING INTO THE
GLADE,
SO I DONNED MY
WORK GLOVES
AND FOLLOWED ALONG
SLAVING IN
CONCERT
PULLING THE WEEDS
YANKING THE
OLD BULBS
THAT WENT OUT
TO SEED,
GATHERING
LIMBS FROM THE
VARIOUS TREES
STASHING IT
ALL AWAY,
WE BANTERED
AND LAUGHED
AND CHOREOGRAPHED
A PATH
THAT SURROUNDED
THE HOUSE,
MEASURING TIME
AND OPEN SPACE
IT WAS KIND OF
A FUN AND
DANGEROUS RACE

BUT WHEN WE
WERE DONE
AND THE LOWERING
SUN
WAS CASTING
A SPELL ON THE
PORCH,
I PICTURED A
PARTY
WITH THE FIRE
OF A TORCH,
WITH MUSIC AND
LAUGHTER
AND DRINKS
IN THE SHADE,
SO I WENT TO
RETRIEVE
THE OLD BATTERED
UMBRELLA
A RATHER GREEN
GUY AND
GAMELY OLD FELLA,
WHO HAD LIVED
OUT THE WINTER
UNDER THE TREES
WAITING FOR SUMMER
TO PROMISE A BREEZE,
AND SURELY ENOUGH
HE SPREAD HIS
STIFF WINGS
AND STOOD THERE
ABOVE ME
WITH TATTERED
BENT RINGS,
WAITING AT LAST
FOR CHANCE TO
SHINE
AND SHADOW
THE PEOPLE
WHO SIPPED THEIR
RARE WINE,
BUT THE FINAL SWEET
TOUCH I WAS
ANTICIPATING
A ROUND CLOTH
OF CLAUDE’S GARDEN
WAS FOLDED AND WAITING
SO I CLIMBED UP
THE LADDER
AND LAY IT ON TOP,
HOPING IT WOULDN’T
FALL OFF AND FLOP,
AND TO MY SURPRISE
THE COLORS WERE
PERFECT
FLOWERS AND VINES
MEANT TO PROTECT
AND SWEETLY ENTWINE,
THE ICING ON TOP
OF A GLORIOUS
CAKE,
A LOVELY FRENCH
CENTERPIECE,
MAKE NO MISTAKE!

©J.W. WINSLOW 8/1/17